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Rihanna | Birthday Cake feat. Chris Brown
I was in an abusive relationship, it wasn’t physical, unless you count tickling haha but it was emotional even psychological level. The first person to make me doubt myself and feel I was a mess, since my dad. They made me feel like I was stupid and just a bad person and pointed out every single flaw they could find. We were on and off again for almost a year. When we broke up for good I was still drawn to him, it was pathetic, I had begun to warp it in my mind that I deserved that treatment and I began craving it. I also became extremely depressed losing all appetite, and shutting myself off from my family and a lot of close friends. I felt if even he didn’t want me, what else was there? I understand Rihanna’s pull to get back with Chris, it really is addicting and passionate, and makes you feel if it’s that much trouble must be something special, but the truth is, that’s not the case, it really can be effortless, and it should be. I don’t appreciate Rihanna doing this, but like I said, I get it, and she’s living her life, she’ll learn from her mistakes like everyone else, she’s human. Despite all this hoopla, the song is dank, gotta admit.
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